Danny sat beneath the Washington side of the Interstate Bridge 14-years-old, drinking a six pack of Lucky Lager Stolen from a warehouse near the railroad tracks. Warm beer. Lucky L had jokes underneath the bottle caps Silly verse on jagged tin, which he Stuffed into pockets of his Fort Vancouver jeans Worn out to near dust before the school year started Purchased in the boys' department of Sears On Main Street, a block from Kiggins Theatre Named after someone he didn’t know Or for that matter, gave a shit about.
A few feet above his head Cars travelled from one state to another Cool-like, 70 miles-per-hour plus. Their tires sounded electric… Rippling…as if they were lost static Flying into ether, with a polyrhythmic crunch. They hit sections of steel Truss thumping upon truss Large pulses of movement. The world felt like it was breaking into pieces. Any minute, he expected it all to come undone. Any minute, he wished for something to come undone.
Next to the Interstate Bridge Sat the Thunderbird Inn at the Quay Its deck dangling over the dead river Supported by a maze of oiled logs Poles stuck upright Into the shallow muck of the shore. A victim of the Bonneville Dam Creating a wooden maze, a black forest underneath An invitation to a secret mission for a bored kid With nowhere to go for no reason, irresistible. Danny thought “Remember that kid from a few Years back? The one who drowned, crawling Underneath the Thunderbird? What was his name?” He didn’t remember. But he remembered the kid’s crewcut.
The Columbia River never moved Unless you swam in it, against the current That’s when you look towards the shore And notice you weren’t getting anywhere Like being leashed to the banks, chained While the river licked you with its green tongue Of pea soup ripples and algae blooms. Never drink it, but swim until The big ships come, hoping to ride the wakes Like a lost rollercoaster car.
Danny only crossed the Interstate Bridge When the Multnomah County Fair was at the Expo Past Jantzen Beach In the land of the sloughs. He hitchhiked rides Passing under the green arcs of the bridge Expecting an epiphany Even if it had no meaning. He had enough money to get in, but none for rides. He chased girls for hours until his boredom reached For a wallet sticking an inch Out the back pocket of an undercover cop Who dangled a two-year-old on his shoulder. The cop was quick Had Danny’s head twisted backwards Like a Lucky Lager bottle cap. Other cops, dropped their camouflage Swarmed in around Danny As if they had found DB Cooper. The child never fell from the cop’s shoulder. Danny’s head twisted in slow motion Amid the midway of games Where dimes were tossed into dishes Balloons never stopped popping Softballs missed stuffed dolls Basketballs hit the rims of small hoops And the occasional cheer of winning.
I LOVE this. The last two lines of the second stanza seriously resonate with me, for some reason. And your images are so vivid and specific and, at the end, heartbreaking. (It was also a nice little jolt to my memory to read the words “Multnomah” and “Jantzen”!)
Not to mention the gorgous photo–great idea to shoot it through a piece of glass, and somehow that seems just right for the poem.
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