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  • The Distance of Fall

    August 11, 2025
    Poetry
    The path follows a simple circle
    Through hemlock, cedar, & ash
    Smooth
    Like a freeway of dirt
    Only the creek works hard
    Passing under footbridges
    An August trickle

    Today, I hear the rain fall
    Slicing the month
    into two dry halves
    Branches droop under
    the weight of the new moisture
    Fresh drops, warm
    With summer inside them

    Apples will begin to fall
    Blackberries ripen
    Hanging on to the moisture
    of last spring’s slanted rain
    From seed, plant, growth
    Love
    and again

    Fall lies in the distance
    Patient

    24 comments on The Distance of Fall
  • The Ocean – Published

    July 8, 2025
    Poetry

    Hi everyone! I’m pleased to announce that Spillwords has published my poem The Ocean in their Featured Posts column. Check it out below using this link or the image below! Give it a little love by liking it on the Spillwords site. Thanks! It’s kind of ironic, since I’m on my way to the ocean right now!  

    I wish you all the best and hope things are well.  

    Take care!  

    T. Ahzio 

    The Ocean

    19 comments on The Ocean – Published
  • The Sun

    July 6, 2025
    Poetry
    The sun paints this desert 

    With harsh strokes of grass

    Red dabs of earth & brittle clay

    A naked abstract...bare

    That favors no one and all

    Where decay sits next to renewal

    And the wind, once just a haunting

    Is a ghost no more

    For it scrapes and stirs

    The crumpled landscape


    Here...I am but an etching

    Vulnerable and fragile

    A paradox of movement

    Comprised of a simple sanguine liquid

    Within a thin atmosphere of skin

    Asking only for a cold-water spring

    To replenish my spirit

    I cup my hands, for even the sun

    Cannot quell its coolness

    But it is...I am, merely transient


    The ground beneath me baked

    Into a dirt like powder

    Ash, leaf, and seed

    Who scamper and dance

    In the cooked swirl

    Settling between toes

    Of the ancestors...

    Those rocks who knew


    The sun as adolescent

    A child first learning

    The ways of gravity


    Here, I become nothing

    Pulled into myself

    A ball, a world, a satellite

    Separated from my importance

    Falling, through a continuum


    Wishing to be unbound

    Yet, there is one strong stream

    Who is my tether

    That still holds onto a trickle

    Adorned with balsam, lupine, and fiddleneck

    Yanking me back to the depth

    Of human sight, to perception

    Where the first Romantics wrote, and

    To where my eyes meet yours
    Permanence & Cycles
    18 comments on The Sun
  • Little Fish, You Have So Many Names

    June 30, 2025
    Poetry
    Inside a Gifford Pinchot Forest night  
    Denny and I, with his Wasco legs
    Cupping our hands to make an old whistle
    Like the hoot of an owl to settle our minds
    From the fears of the directionless twirl of sky
    Those fires of Warm Springs
    The silence of the river’s falls
    The countless ghosts of oolichan.

    Upon hearing the tones from our small soft hands
    The deer stand still, freeze in their tracks
    Only the heat of their breath moves
    Their black pool eyes, starless earth sight.
    Like the solemn overstory that extinguishes
    The travelling of stars
    All relativity stilled
    The planet, a jar, hermetically sealed
    Each branch in the maze of Douglas Fir
    Above our heads
    Are old stories still being told anew
    Our voices, with purpose, retell them to each other.


    Stories of disappearance
    Stories that burn
    Denny says, “Little Fish,
    You have so many names.”
    And we know all about burning
    Such dry kindling, which are our bones
    Denny and I, the last ones
    That will end here with us without anyone knowing
    Just ask the dust.

    The forest hides its mirrors in lakes and ponds
    And the stick people dance around their shores
    Denny & I saw our reflections for the first time
    When we took a drink
    Our spirits stained a huckleberry purple
    Upper Twin Lake during a cold but dry winter. Mt. Hood peaks over the tree line. I won’t be posting as much, as I am in the midst of organizing material for a classic publishing medium. Thanks for all your support!
    13 comments on Little Fish, You Have So Many Names
  • Effortlessly

    June 23, 2025
    Poetry
    There is a slight slant to the landscape. 

    Chalky old lava flows stuck to a shape

    Remnants of a past…angled.

    Once, this earth changed its appearance

    Into patterns we wouldn’t recognize.


    The bridge is out, lower in the canyon

    Where the Klickitat turns towards Adams.

    I and everything wait for the rain

    The parched flowers and grasses

    Their fragile skin and stalks, browns, and beiges

    Bloomed easily last spring, without effort.



    Along the dryness, scattered tree limbs

    So light, they remind me of bones

    Whitened and greyed by summer.

    I imagine them becoming new forms

    A collage of life, blood, and image

    Their uneven surface, knees, elbows, & heart


    A scattering.


    (“Once, I believed your hands were so soft,

    I thought they were made of petals.
    ”)


    I pass a row of old houses

    Where the highway bends between bluffs.

    Thier lawns littered with sticks & twigs.

    I can barely see the yellow line of the road

    It having faded through all weather.



    I feel a sprinkle. It passes quickly.

    Rowena Plateau. Near where a large fire recently burned. A place where spring flowers bloom.
    9 comments on Effortlessly
  • Reality TV

    June 9, 2025
    Poetry
    We sleep in the abandoned house 
    On top of a worn, rough carpet.
    Small creaks are heard underneath
    From floorboards, that are
    Exposed in spots
    Revealing coats of wax and stain.

    We wait for morning’s blur
    Pushing ourselves up
    With scuffed hands, still soft
    After the night’s search
    For baubles & bits worthy of trade
    From dumpsters, the urban Pandora’s Box.

    You found a book, still new
    Though its cover is creased
    Said you’d become a writer
    Said it’s already been written
    ...Somewhere.

    The city seems to flicker.
    We wait ‘til afternoon
    To take a shower at the center
    Looking for a cure
    to the night.

    In the rec room
    There’s television news in the periphery
    Featuring the fallen...
    Car wrecks and shopping malls
    Losses of temper & savings accounts.
    Fashion zombies writing best sellers.
    Cops, cops, and more cops.
    Snow at five, touchdown at six.
    Stay tuned for murder at eleven.

    The walls at the center glisten
    But so does everything.
    Oil shapes our safety
    From the gloves that handle our births
    To the glossy final finish in a box.
    Life unravels in microfibers.
    Even the old floor we sleep on
    Is topped with a polymer that flakes
    Its bits colored like peanut brittle.

    An insane medium sits in a corner
    Next to a group of schizophrenics.
    She says, “Pick a fate. Any will do.
    But it must be done not as you, but by another you.
    Amass! Amass! Be a mass cookie cutter
    Fender bender, beach comber
    Record collector, gas cap aficionado, murderer.
    This isn’t reality TV, this is reality.”

    We pick perfection as our fate
    One where our bare
    Feet glide across a tiled floor
    All smiles
    To a refrigerator filled
    With presents to ourselves, where
    The fat has gelled inside our ground beef
    And broccoli, still firm
    In its plastic bag.
    On shelves, there are jars of berry preserves
    As red as the day they were picked.
    There is a real bed, with a comforter
    We would make love.

    Millionaires and sports heroes have come
    to the center to serve turkey to the homeless.
    It must be Thanksgiving.
    A news crew is here to tell the story
    About how real they are
    How clever they are to have picked their fate.
    They seem uncomfortable handling mashed potatoes.
    The medium smiles at us and helps herself to a huge portion
    Of cranberry sauce.
    She says, “Fate is that little dog that won’t stop barking
    At everything and nothing.”
    And she laughs, mimics a dog bark.
    Her lips are stained a weird kind of pink.

    The cooked turkey is greasy,
    Oily. It’s basted in something unique.
    Our fingers become slick
    We lick them dry while heading back to
    The abandoned house
    Carrying leftovers.

    You’re wearing your jeans
    The ones you have worn a hundred times.
    I know them so well
    I’ve memorized the weave
    Of their blue threads and
    The one button that won’t stay buttoned.
    It is as if you’ve written these memories down
    Inside of me...somewhere.
    We lie down on the ragged carpet
    Waiting for the night.
    I kiss your lips.
    They are softer than any other
    Lips in existence.
    “Overpassed”
    12 comments on Reality TV
  • Wild Lake of Summer

    June 8, 2025
    Poetry
    I’ve come to walk along her edges 

    Where I have seen the rain fall hard

    Upon her surface

    Creating a mirage of current

    And where the sun places twinkles

    Inside the ripples of her smile.



    Like many times before, I dip my hand

    Into her body, she is still cold

    Even this far into the season.

    For the sun can only skim her.

    There are deep hidden springs

    Within her heart, that

    Forever cast new spells.



    The encircling trail

    Is now all dust and powder

    And I feel as if I have hooves

    Kicking up clouds, settling

    Quietly, quickly behind me.

    A patch of dry rocks

    Where the spring runoff

    Had cascaded through crevices

    Show the wrinkles of her ancient age

    Bones of memory

    And though she stays stoic

    She aches, (as I do) for fall and winter.



    At times it seems we are rebelling

    Against the sky

    Rebelling, even further out

    Into all that’s unknown

    Until we reach the point where our fingertips

    Touch the inseparable network of everything.



    There is a waterfall

    Tucked up high in the surrounding mountains.

    Calmed of its spring strength.

    I could reach it through deciduous and evergreen.

    Perhaps that’s where the tale is

    The one I will take back with me.

    The story that proves her magic

    That quells the heat of the city.

    For once I have the story

    Nothing can sink its teeth into me.

    I will be stripped bare down to the aura

    I will have absorbed her power

    And even if the city sees the pain in my eyes

    I will persevere.



    I’ve come to hear something in a voice

    Only she can create.

    That I am free.

    I bend down and drink her

    With my head next to her shore

    All pain vanquished.
    This is one of the Forlorn Lakes, near a place called Indian Heaven.
    41 comments on Wild Lake of Summer
  • Formations

    May 30, 2025
    Poetry
    I can hear her  

    Carving out the valley below.


    She has sung this way for centuries

    In a voice I know...for

    Her tone is part of my resonance.

    The shape of her course


    Is the shape of my course.

    At times rapid, in haste

    To meet expectations

    Whether her own or someone else’s.

    Other times, slow in patience


    To form pools, back currents

    Allowing a respite for reflection.

    She is no fool.

    She knows how the quiet mingles

    With the rain & dissonant wind.


    She is not made of perfect lines.

    And on those occasions

    When the weather has darkened

    She will reshape the valley...and

    As I stand among others

    Next to lovers fallen

    With our moss-covered branches intertwined

    My roots dig into whatever mud has solidified

    Into the new path she sculpts.

    If there be no footing

    I will need my roots no more.

    All my essence, that resonance

    Shall be given back to the valley she carves

    In whatever form I will have taken

    Believer, nonbeliever, goddess or grub

    Fern, flower, or fleeting leaf


    Silence and cacophony combined.
    Up in the clouds. This is about 4000-5000 feet up above the Salmon River, near Mt. Hood. Click on image to enlarge.

    16 comments on Formations
  • Permafrost

    May 18, 2025
    Poetry
    Running upon tender permafrost 
    The fragile life on sure limbs
    Scuffed hands with lucent thoughts
    to touch
    Seasons unflinching.

    Still, the settled soil gives way to blue
    Clinging to winter’s craft.

    Hope is the World.
    12 comments on Permafrost
  • In the Land of the Sloughs

    May 12, 2025
    People, Poetry, Short Stories
    Danny sat beneath the Washington side of the Interstate Bridge    
    14-years-old, drinking a six pack of Lucky Lager
    Stolen from a warehouse near the railroad tracks.
    Warm beer.
    Lucky L had jokes underneath the bottle caps
    Silly verse on jagged tin, which he
    Stuffed into pockets of his Fort Vancouver jeans
    Worn out to near dust before the school year started
    Purchased in the boys' department of Sears
    On Main Street, a block from Kiggins Theatre
    Named after someone he didn’t know
    Or for that matter, gave a shit about.


    A few feet above his head
    Cars travelled from one state to another
    Cool-like, 70 miles-per-hour plus.
    Their tires sounded electric…
    Rippling…as if they were lost static
    Flying into ether, with a polyrhythmic crunch.
    They hit sections of steel
    Truss thumping upon truss
    Large pulses of movement.
    The world felt like it was breaking into pieces.
    Any minute, he expected it all to come undone.
    Any minute, he wished for something to come undone.


    Next to the Interstate Bridge
    Sat the Thunderbird Inn at the Quay
    Its deck dangling over the dead river
    Supported by a maze of oiled logs
    Poles stuck upright
    Into the shallow muck of the shore.
    A victim of the Bonneville Dam
    Creating a wooden maze, a black forest underneath
    An invitation to a secret mission for a bored kid
    With nowhere to go for no reason, irresistible.
    Danny thought “Remember that kid from a few
    Years back?
    The one who drowned, crawling
    Underneath the Thunderbird?
    What was his name?”
    He didn’t remember.
    But he remembered the kid’s crewcut.


    The Columbia River never moved
    Unless you swam in it, against the current
    That’s when you look towards the shore
    And notice you weren’t getting anywhere
    Like being leashed to the banks, chained
    While the river licked you with its green tongue
    Of pea soup ripples and algae blooms.
    Never drink it, but swim until
    The big ships come, hoping to ride the wakes
    Like a lost rollercoaster car.

    Danny only crossed the Interstate Bridge
    When the Multnomah County Fair was at the Expo
    Past Jantzen Beach
    In the land of the sloughs.
    He hitchhiked rides
    Passing under the green arcs of the bridge
    Expecting an epiphany
    Even if it had no meaning.
    He had enough money to get in, but none for rides.
    He chased girls for hours until his boredom reached
    For a wallet sticking an inch
    Out the back pocket of an undercover cop
    Who dangled a two-year-old on his shoulder.
    The cop was quick
    Had Danny’s head twisted backwards
    Like a Lucky Lager bottle cap.
    Other cops, dropped their camouflage
    Swarmed in around Danny
    As if they had found DB Cooper.
    The child never fell from the cop’s shoulder.
    Danny’s head twisted in slow motion
    Amid the midway of games
    Where dimes were tossed into dishes
    Balloons never stopped popping

    Softballs missed stuffed dolls
    Basketballs hit the rims of small hoops
    And the occasional cheer of winning.
    The bridge through an old piece of glass.
    9 comments on In the Land of the Sloughs
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