Danny sat beneath the Washington side of the Interstate Bridge 14-years-old, drinking a six pack of Lucky Lager Stolen from a warehouse near the railroad tracks. Warm beer. Lucky L had jokes underneath the bottle caps Silly verse on jagged tin, which he Stuffed into pockets of his Fort Vancouver jeans Worn out to near dust before the school year started Purchased in the boys' department of Sears On Main Street, a block from Kiggins Theatre Named after someone he didn’t know Or for that matter, gave a shit about.
A few feet above his head Cars travelled from one state to another Cool-like, 70 miles-per-hour plus. Their tires sounded electric… Rippling…as if they were lost static Flying into ether, with a polyrhythmic crunch. They hit sections of steel Truss thumping upon truss Large pulses of movement. The world felt like it was breaking into pieces. Any minute, he expected it all to come undone. Any minute, he wished for something to come undone.
Next to the Interstate Bridge Sat the Thunderbird Inn at the Quay Its deck dangling over the dead river Supported by a maze of oiled logs Poles stuck upright Into the shallow muck of the shore. A victim of the Bonneville Dam Creating a wooden maze, a black forest underneath An invitation to a secret mission for a bored kid With nowhere to go for no reason, irresistible. Danny thought “Remember that kid from a few Years back? The one who drowned, crawling Underneath the Thunderbird? What was his name?” He didn’t remember. But he remembered the kid’s crewcut.
The Columbia River never moved Unless you swam in it, against the current That’s when you look towards the shore And notice you weren’t getting anywhere Like being leashed to the banks, chained While the river licked you with its green tongue Of pea soup ripples and algae blooms. Never drink it, but swim until The big ships come, hoping to ride the wakes Like a lost rollercoaster car.
Danny only crossed the Interstate Bridge When the Multnomah County Fair was at the Expo Past Jantzen Beach In the land of the sloughs. He hitchhiked rides Passing under the green arcs of the bridge Expecting an epiphany Even if it had no meaning. He had enough money to get in, but none for rides. He chased girls for hours until his boredom reached For a wallet sticking an inch Out the back pocket of an undercover cop Who dangled a two-year-old on his shoulder. The cop was quick Had Danny’s head twisted backwards Like a Lucky Lager bottle cap. Other cops, dropped their camouflage Swarmed in around Danny As if they had found DB Cooper. The child never fell from the cop’s shoulder. Danny’s head twisted in slow motion Amid the midway of games Where dimes were tossed into dishes Balloons never stopped popping Softballs missed stuffed dolls Basketballs hit the rims of small hoops And the occasional cheer of winning.
A trail near a lake called Burnt Lake. Might be a little hard to see on a phone.This is the trunk of an old growth tree. There not many of them left. They look a little different than other trees.
A cougar is perched up high in a yellow pine, hidden. Below him, a trail cuts through grasses, and I see his paw print in bare dirt, formed when the mud was thick. Now, it’s dried into cracks, wrinkles in earth, his movement of the past solidified. He doesn’t worry about me, the noisy one, whose feet crunch upon leaves, dried long before the last of summer appears.
The turf is so dry and brittle. It’s a fragile crust. One hard step and I think the entire world would crumble. Flowers of the new spring have already begun to wilt, dropping petals. Their flakes stick to my socks, scratch my ankles.
Even now, the grass begins copying the color of the sun. No matter how good of a watcher you are, you can miss their intricacies, their dance with the wind, a courtship of eons, and their ever-slow movement, a reach for light.
Breaking into the sky, Adams, Hood, St. Helens, even Ranier surround themselves in blue. Their heads adorned with hats made of clouds, attempting to pierce gravity, the last mystery.
Sometimes I worry about movement…the sun, the earth, our movement…my movement. It’s too easy to believe in one singular movement, especially my own.
The cougar will come down from the yellow pine at dusk, when it’s difficult to see him. He is the color of the sun. He will use the sound of the dry flowers and deep grass… and when the coming night quiets the wind, he will search for the slightest movements.
Somewhere near the Klickitat River.Eastern part of the Columbia River Gorge.
When the Willamette River meets the Columbia River, the latter breaks up and forms a delta of islands until it converges downstream. (A clue? Is this poem really a murder ballad?)The Clackamas River near an interesting little town named Three Lynx.
April is still cruel And this city? Still unreal. The snow will melt Daffodils will bloom Arrows will still fly Even Cupid shoots them With awkward aim
Are we mistaken to listen to the wind? That whisperer that works Its way between warm clothing ...Tickles, biting softly On the ends of our touch Imprinting its song on our necks.
“I would have never thought You would become my lover Having passed you In the hallway a thousand times Among the smell of floor wax Cafeteria food, and The slamming of locker doors. ...Excuse me I’m younger than that”
Now, in the city of Yonder Stands our orphan With his gun Walking along the edges Of an eternity of assumptions The quickest way to freeze Us into madness...oh, do not Ask what is it? Even Dorothy killed two witches And I swear The sky has been etherized.
For I have known it, known it all Have known evenings, mornings Afternoons Have known The familiarity of strangers My nose buried in their bosom Of warm, warm skin, bared to Gravity, orbit, & galaxies Moving...moving... Moving
“What a Sunday drive it was Unplanned, without directions. The heat of summer blew Into our rolled down windows”
O you who turn the wheel and look to windward, Consider.
In this poem, I abstracted lines of famous poems and lyrics to shape my own poem out of them. Along with the poem I added on of my abstract images. Thanks!
Back from the grocery store, keys jangle as I place them (hopefully) in the spot they’re supposed to be found. I glimpse my cat asleep, dreaming, head down, buried in his bed, concealing his moustache. A paw is curled over a nose and hind legs stick out straight…awkwardly. Ears twitch, flutter, and slant. Eyes blink, bat, while closed. A muffled meow slips out trembling lips.
I know he dreams of me, the wizard of dry food, good witch of treats, Dionysus of catnip. Then, I am also evil magus of loud voice, mystic of flea medication, Charon, ferryperson to the veterinarian. Still, after all I’ve put him through, he will look up at me with those blue eyes, forgiving me for all my offenses, thanking me for all my kindness.
Then I remember, I forgot the cat litter. I shout out a well-worn expletive. Evil magus strikes again! This wakes him and there is a questioning look on his face. Well, let’s say it’s not really a question, but a realization. One that all who have an animal friend or two know. It says, “What’s this crazy human up to now?” It is in this moment when the reason why the universe exists is revealed…if only for a millisecond.
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This is number 2 in the cat series. For number 1 click here.
They are fat during the spring melt, thin when summer wanes.
In winter, snow slows their progress, placing a halo of ice around them.
In autumn, they play with leaves and rain, and an occasional evergreen branch.
There is always mist and a rainbow in its midst when the sun comes calling.
Calm with their frenzy, stoic as they giggle, tender power.
Dippers plunge themselves underneath their crest, unafraid of the current and the long tumble only a couple of feet away
While sparrows and tanagers sing hidden duets and soliloquies to the sky.
The ravens dart above, in ones or twos, preferring a casual conversation about reason and magic, which are indistinguishable. For here is where skeptics and believers meet.
Around them
The forest can be still, quieter than comfortable, with the movement of shadows, the changing of light tucked deep inside.
But you know this is natural and your fear is combined with a sense of calm.
Other times, the forest yells, trees vibrate like vocal cords, rivers force their voice up into the blue and gray sky between the trees and though you’re quiet, your body hums along with their voices.
Some sweet water springs last year ‘round. You drink, even when the water is high, soaking your shoes and socks while you reach for the wildest water you’ve ever tasted. Every sip is your first.
There are still a few old growths standing, with roots, twisting around themselves miles long, like fingers running themselves over the stomach of a lover.
The smell of pine is as thick as syrup…until
You hear one.
As you approach, that pine smell is pushed down into the ground, taken away with the spatter, eventually moving downstream with the creeks.
In each season, you hear small nuances in how their water…falls
The twist of one note, a change in the rhythm of their syncopation. They are full of distortion yet never abandon harmony.
And I think of something silly.
They are like us, you and me.
For I remember when I held your hand…
Here
…Listening…to them
While the heat of summer scorched the world, and the rain of storms washed us away.
I speak these words… softly… so that you might hear.
Lower South Falls in Silver Falls State Park. Complete with someone about to walk underneath it.
Underneath the bridge Old bricks Hold onto streets Unaffected by wind Weather fronts Rolling tires
We walk them as Train tracks slice through Gazing at high grass Growing between the mortar During a downpour of days And the cold slant of weeks
There are others there Tents, rigs, and schizophrenia Blue tarps & wagon carts Their bikes Ride rough Over the bricks
Waiting for trains to pass We still watch the grass Bent by the weight of seeds Swaying with the train’s draft Raindrops, faces, and reflections On Amtrak windows
Further up The streets throw away Their numbers Taking on names Of everyone in particular Where bricks give way To multi-layered pavement And rainwater moves easily Into green street planters
Frozen Lake Pamelia in early January 2025Mt. Jefferson poking its head up into the sun from the dark forested bowl of Lake Pamelia.Kitty footprints. There were a few tracks near the lake. That’s a big meow.